i can't keep my thoughts to myself. :)

did u guys know that i dont like sleeping on bed? i dont really like sleeping on the bed because i sleep like a monster. i would fall of the bed because i have this guling2 habit when i sleep. during my hostel days i would always get the suddenly-awake-to-notice-im-half- falling feeling. in my room i had a very descent single mattress and i was dreaming to have a spring mattress,queen size so i could sleep guling2. yesterday i went to a furniture fair and saw a really good price and good mattress. since i didn't have enough cash with me (haven't got the payroll for this month. grr!) i had to take it by CCM which was only 49/month. :) the mattress will be coming in today and i will have sweeter dreams from tonight. ngeee~ oh! and yesterday i bought a really comfortable pillow which i can droollll..nayy..im kidding. i drool but not too much. ok enough of the disgusting details.

i was also thinking of getting motorcycle license since the car license isn't on my 2011 budget list. the license is cheaper, the vehicle is cheaper and the maintenance isn't to coasty and i wouldn't have to worry about stucking in the traffic since im an anti-traffic jamm. i could sleep myself away and count on the time that flies by during jam. i hate jams! well im not planning on having a motorcycle  because of the clutch but im thinking of having a vespa scooter but that is quite expensive. i don't mind to get a second hand as long as it is a VESPA!! i saw one at Mudah.my,but the body of the scooter wasn't really nice. i would try to check on few second hand sales here in kk since my man is also taking motorcycle license. jadi kami dua merempit la lepas ni. HAHHA!

today will be my last day here in pacific lamp and if the payroll is late i'll gun down the bangking's here. the irresponsible people that knows no shame! the staff here isn't more than 20 but the payroll is really2 slow and i haven't got my acceptance of resignation yet. it should be before i resigned not AFTER i resigned. these people doesn't know how to do their job. they complain to others but their job is much worse. the bangking job is fucking slow because during work he watches porn. true! i saw him watching porn while i was checking stocks in the store. there was a see through mirror from the store to  his office and i saw the pervert watching porn and his doors closed. his wife was only outside the office. what a frrreaakkk..yeeeee...i need my payroll as soon as possible!! i need to buy my things! ok. im off now. goodbye everyone! have a tremendous nice day!

christina perri-jar of hearts

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love
I loved the most

I learned to live, half a life
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are

I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms

I learned to live, half a life
And now you want me one more time

Who do you think you are
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me

Who do you think you are

It took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises

And now you're back
You don't get to get me back

Who do you think you are
Runnin' round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

And who do you think you are?
Runnin round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart
You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all

Who do you think you are?

Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?

this is really a nice song with really nice lyrics. :)

no work is rated "uncit"

hi everyone. im quite dissapointed today. in my seeing, no work should be rated "uncit" as sabahans say. doesn't matter u work as a waitress, cleaner or call it whatever work it is. u don't deserve to describe the work as kuli2. why? because whatever occupation one does, it is for their living. people among people should respect each other. and NEVER say jobs that requires wiping tables and washing dishes doesn't have a bright future. i could proof u that jobs like these have bigger and brighter future. if u come to a 5star restaurant and see the manager there, i tell you, MOST RESTAURANTS MANAGER WORKS AS WAITER/TRESS BEFORE. i am brave enough to say this because i have met tons of managers EVEN HOTEL GENERAL MANAGERS works cleaning dishes and wiping tables before. believe me. why i know, because i worked at hotels before and my former general manager, mr fritz klug, works cleaning dishes on his first job and started going up and up and up. he even owns a famous restaurant here in Tg Aru, Windbell restaurant. he is now the director of @tmosphere. i told some people that i was working as a product advisor for bodyshop and there were like these were the respons i had

"huh? kedai mekap lagi tu."

"entah apa la experience ko dapat nanti sana. yang jaga2 kedai jak"

"adui. kenapa ko minta kerja sana"

ok,the second response was a bit heartbreaking. let me explain roughly abou the product advisor job and salary package. roughly for a month i would get 1300MYR not including commissions if the shop target at personal target is acheived. my job is to serve custumor and to tell them the benefits of using products from our branch. not only that, i would do sales paper works and will sort of make-up artist thingy. the career path of a product advisor is also clear. u can make it from part timers-product advisor-supervisor-shop manager-management department. clearly I already skipped 1 step which is part time and went through for the product advisor position. dont look down on shop supervisor as their basic income is 2k/month. my sister works as a credit collection officer and her basic was also 2k per month. her job is well,more canggih than shop supervisors but look at the salary! its just the same! i did met few friends that are very supportive for me. im really thankful for that. thanks for your support. so what im trying to say here is,if people say "ko punya kerja teda masa depan" don't talk to them back. prove to them that they are wrong. but then again u have to work out your butt really fucking hard. so see ya next time everyone. 

**sikecikyangterasaterhina**

moving on :)

still remember i told u about my bodyshop applications? well, today i got the call from miss Angeline,Human Resource from bodyshop. she told me that i got the job for product advisor, and it wasn't a part-time job but a permanent one :) yay!! 

i will be starting on 1st march 2011 and will be trained at bodyshop branch at citymall. after roughly a month, i will be send to my branch at KKIA which is quite far from town. so i have to hunt for a new place to live which is not really far from KKIA and jesselton point. GOODBYE 1Borneo..im sick of you!! and HELLO KOTA KINABALU!!! YAY!! really nice being close to kk :) plus closer to my sis home la..im thinking of renting at grace court. wahh!!! close to sutera harbour and BED too! ngahahhaha! but i will be quite far from my carzy ladies daph and mel :( tapi,no worries..slalu juga dorang turun kk malam2 tu..especially si daph! ah! im so glad having that job! but im a bit worried about transportation! ya..my man does have a car tapi kalo malam or ngam2 shift x sama macam mana?? huh..hello public transportation i guess! errkk..malam? taxi? double the danger!

my projects untuk di handover pun not so much. thank goodness....only two projects at tower and im done! i wanna leave this job because i can't picture myself five years after working in this company. why? even im already working here like 6 months im havent had my confirmation letter yet. why? because they don't have the budget to increase my salary :( it was fun doing business here but to many "bangking" spoiled my mood to go on with this job here :(

i will be briefed by miss angeline about the work scope and salary package this friday. oh! and this friday is my boyfriend niece birthday. yay..makan free lagi..hahha! my future mom-in-law cooking is so good (i tell ya) i can even finish two dinner plates of rice. ok! im off to hunt a house to rent. see u next blog everyone!

xoxo

*sikecikyangkegumbiraan*

Gig.

theses picture i'm sharing with you are pictures from gig's all over sabah. well, i didn't attend these,only my starfish cuz i'm not really into gigs. not to underestimate them but the scene is not for me. but hearing stories from my man about gigs were fun,the pictures were awesome and the people are very different.

my favourite one!

love the lights. camana bha mau tangkap gambar macamni?

they got high with the music! yay!

the pic is noisy. so does the event :*

ahhhh! nice one!

ok. kaki d atas. kamu rasa camana la tu aa??

org putih datang malii sabah buat gig! yihahaaaa!!

"mari semua tepuk tangan! habis sua cerita kita" kidding~

credits to the photographer (one of mr rhaman friend) really nice pics!!! i just luvvv it!!!

Diamonds are girls bestfriend. think again.

my dream engagement and wedding ring is a simple ring with diamond on it. but after watching blood diamond last night the dreamy rings seems to be wrong for me. If u already seen the movie, u would see how miserable it is for africans to search diamonds. well, this movie isn't based on a true story but the events on the movie are real. basically it's a bout a smuggler,an american journalist and an african fisherman. the smuggler wants a diamond,the journalist needs  a story and the fisherman was hoping to re-unite with his family. the story starts when Solomon (fisherman) was taken by the R.U.L.E people and was seperated by his family. the R.U.L.E people made him a slave at the diamond mine at there he found a big diamond. the head of R.U.L.E  saw Solomon holding the diamond and ordered him to hand in the diamond. but luckily, the army ambushed the mine and Solomon was able to bury the diamond before he was taken away by the army. the R.U.L.E and slaves were taken to prison and there Danny Archer (Leo D Caprio aka SMUGGLER) met Solomon and over-heared the conversation between Solomon and the RULE head. Danny was in prison as he was caught smuggling diamonds. after danny was bailed out of jail he met Maddey (the american Journalist) who was in need of diamonds dirty business. Danny promised Solomon to help him find his family if he gives Danny the diamond he buried. To find Solomon's family Danny needs Maddey help and Maddey will help if Danny gives him details and proof for her story. Complications came when Solomon's son became part of the RULE people. When I saw how tragic it is to for a person to work in the diamonds mine, i felt sorry for them. People around the world will enjoy showing off their out-numbered carats of diamonds but to find one little bit of that stone, they have to kill a number of people and leave people in Africa homeless and become slaves. i don't know if these events are still a big issue in Africa but from what i know, these are still on-going. smuggled diamonds are less in market but they are still doing this dirty business. who doesn't want to buy cheap and sell the stones for million dollars? continue buy diamonds and you let 2000 people suffer and die. children were trained to shoot and kill, woman and daughters become refugees, and man become slaves. I'm hoping that these kinds of events are already gone now. if these sufferings are gone, then i am thankful for those who took the step to end all these. but i am promising my self not to buy diamonds because i am firmly sure that there are still people out there treated like animals to get one bloody diamond.

can u be more considerate? PLEASE?

i was heading back home after a tiring day at work and grocery shopping. so i had a big heavy bag with me (with all the laptops,notebook,camera etc) and at the other hand was my cart fulled with groceries! as i was walking like a zombie with all the stuffs, and went to the entrance door trying to pull out the access card, there was this chinese girl coming towards me and i thought 'lucky i don't have to search for my access card. i'll just go thru after her then.' so i let her thru first and thought that she will hold the door for me. BUT SHE DIDN'T. i had to stop the door with foot and go thru the door with a frakenstein movement! while waiting for the lift,i adjusted all my things in place and the girl gave me a "euw,what a messy bitch" look. but i didn't mind at all cuz i was one messy creature stuck there. finally,the lift arrived after the stupid wait and i went in, after the girl (again). she was going to the 11th floor. i was trying to push 3A button but i cant cuz of the stuffs and my hands aren't long enough and she didn't even offer for help. so I asked her knowing that i wouldn't reach my floor the button wouldn't get pushed. " can u please press 3A for me?" she didn't looked and i was like speaking with the steel wall. "PLEASE?" i asked her with a louder and higher tone. then she pressed that stupid button but like angrily and lazy! the buttons was just next to her. is it so hard to help and push a button for others? Oh gosshh!!! well, i could tell that the chinese girl is a student,from the way she dressed and the bag she carried. the ninja turtle bag, and from her glasses to,she was just the typical chinese student I met. i'm not,like,"angkat bakul sendiri" but even other tenants who came with the same lift with me, and cant reach the button,even their hands-free i would offer them to push that button because i know its annoying to go thru people in the lift and go back to the place where u are standing. mind me, but even contractors with tired faces and smelly armpits will help me. but why is this clever student doesn't want to help me and for whatever sake it is, it's just a button to press. lift your hand and press that button. does it take to much effort to do that? when i reached home wearing a pissed off face,i arranged all the groceries i bought into the fridge and our food table. again, i have to sweep the floor, arrange the shoes do the laundry, scrub the toilet floor and did whatever things that i should at the kitchen. again,why is that i was the only one doing all the chores in that house when my housemate just know how to mess it all up? her shoes were scattered here and there and i think she only sweeps the floor like..ummm..i never saw her sweeping the floor. damn! once i was on holiday and i weny back to my hometown. my man was going to meet my mom that time and there she left alone in the house. before the one week leave, i make sure that the living,dining and kitchen area was squeaky clean and my bedroom as well.  after the holiday i was like,WHOA!!! the floor was dusty and there were tiny2 leftovers in the sink! i was tired at that time but i still have to do the things cuz i can't bare to live in a dirty house. lucky before we left, our room was nice and clean. i let him rest cuz i know he's tired after driving from kb-kk. plus my village is like suburb and he had to drive on a gravel road for an hour. see how considerate i am? so, anyone out there,please be considerate to others. lend a helping hand to anyone out there,even if its just pushing a button on the lift, it might make someone happy. be considerate to others and others will be considerate to you to.

110211: around the world~

interview yesterday went well. if the company gave me a free gift after the interview :) i had bodyshop strawberry shower gel. so nice! but i gave it to my mom as a valentine gift :) after interview was sweeping floors at centre point. while my mom pampered herself at the spa, both little monsters went for games and karaoke. i decided to do pedi and mani but at menggatal but unfortunately we were late and the saloon was closed :(
 then we went to inanam for dinner at Taufik Restaurant. i had rojak ayam and it was so good! the soup was..walllaaaa!! fantastica! after inanam we went to 1borneo and then hantar my mom pulang to her quarters at karambunai. sad dat is was already dark. if it was still early we would have the chance to go to villa and suite and curi2 mandi :(

jalan dengan perut kenyang d foodcourt yang banyak orang..

waiting for mom at the car!

whats with tat face??

OMG! im so fat! ahhah!

singing myself out. kunun..HAHHAHAHA!

aik....marah nanti mak cik cleaner nampak ada org angkat kaki d sofa

uhh???

dang i finished rm10 trying to get those teddies!!!!

tanjung lipat. driving to 1b..can u see rainbow?

look! its jammed damned!

apa kamu cerita itu. my mom and starfish :)

interview! again!

if im not mistaken i had blogged about the time i handed my resume for bodyshop company. am i right? well finally i had a call from Ms Ling which is the manager for bodyshop company here in kk. she asked me to come for an interview tomorrow morning. yay! hope i could ace it. but im also still waiting for the answers from goverment on 14 feb. but if i cant make it for the goverments the bodydhop would be my next target. 

ok wait, my mom's calling me

***

 back to the blog! happens that my mom is having her off day tomorrow and so does my sister and so does my starfish baby! yay! so tomorrow schedule is sweeping kk floors with the old lady,the not-so-old-lady but very irritating and my irritating love. ni kali la. but what should i wear? i guess the flowery dress my sister gave me and i have to look for a pair of white shoes to match cuz my shoes are all kunsikang already. urm..i want a pair of converse as well. ok. last night i talked to my starfish about having a cat in our apartment but the answer was "nanti bau taie bha". so bored without a pet. how about a fish? an ikan laga! haha! baru la rock stedehh..hahah! kasi laga ikan sama ketam. paling ngam d dunia. adehh..merepek sua sya ni. ok. when i asked the staff's from bodyshop for a job application form they told me that there wasn't a vacant for the job but i updated and checked my resume like 10x and edited what should and shouldn't be there. i really focused on my resume for the position applied and i was glad that my resume stood out even there wasn't a vacant for the job. now all i had to do is ace the interview and i don't really know what questions they might ask. im doing a research on doing make-up especially on bodyshop products. hope that will help me ace that interview so that i could get that job. fuhh~ hopefully could go thru that interview well. wish me luck everyone. 

 

LOVE

*sikecikyangkegumbiraan* 

tumblr and blogspot.

i started my tumblr few days ago. what's the purpose of having my tumblr and blogspot in the same time? i'll tell you why..

TUMBLER  is where i'll post my favourite pics and quotes. i've posted things i love (shoes,bags,cats etc..etc),pictures i edited (im not really good in editing but just trying that out for fun) and other scribbles  name it a stick human,cows,my name or whatever it is. do follow it if u have a tumblr urself,we could re-blog each other. bit im not really focusing on that blog as it's just for the sake of fun and not fame :) tumblr reflects more on things i love to do and my personality. most of the times i couldn't express my self in essays so i'll just quote it and put it on my tumblr. im mot really into twitter cuz i'm not really fond of it and it makes me dizzy cuz its so complicated. im not an IT geek especially in the blogging thingy so enough if i have 2 blogs to put on my stuffs and craps.

at the bottom page of my tumblr.

scribbled minds of mine in Spanish. not really sure if it's correct in grammar as this is directly translated from google :)

my tumblr could be found if u click this link (escrituramentes2.tumblr.com). enjoy the blog and if u have one please follow it otherwise i'll kill u! hahah! nayyy..joking..follow me and i will follow u like the yellow digi monsters! haha!

Blogspot is where i update my life,funny,sad,stupid,crazy stories that i would like to share with u. if it isn't it would be my opinions,ideas,inspiration or just another crap to share. ok. i know that u notice the once again new face of my blog cuz i see that the old ones are lame and bored and messy. ok. the head picture is a pic i robbed from my starfish boyfriend friend which is a photographer. it was during a gig in tuaran (if im not mistaken) and if u could see my starfish wearing a green shirt and his lobang hidung kembang and mulut nganga (but i still love him). the words wrote "behind him,across vast and distance of space and time,from the place he left he tot he heard music..but perhaps it was only an echo". i had dat quote on hayley williams art of piece hanging on her living room wall and i like it!

my blogspot and tumblr both named escritura mentes means writings of minds (again in Spanish) and i guess i described my blog well as these writings did come from my head. so enjoy the blog,get to know me and i love U who read my blog especially zalia and tiara for being such a patient follower. i notice u guys read my blog,like every single blog i wrote and i thank u for that. im reading u 2 lovely girls blog to and ur blog is wonderfull :) everyone's blog that i follow is wonderful and tat is y i followed ur blog. cheers people!

p/s: getting addicted to cityville. dang!!! hahahaha!! be my neighbor please!!

i love u liverpool. even ur not one anymore torres.

 'TORRES ENDURES MISERABLE CHELSEA DEBUT'

* Torres fails to shine against former club

* Fourth successive win for Liverpool

* Chelsea still 10 points behind the leaders (writes through)

By Mitch Phillips

LONDON, Feb 6 (Reuters) - Fernando Torres endured a miserable Chelsea debut when his old club Liverpool inflicted a damaging 1-0 home defeat on the English champions on Sunday.

The Spanish striker was mercilessly jeered by his former fans whose joy was completed by a 69th-minute strike from Raul Meireles which dashed Chelsea’s hopes of closing the gap on Premier League leaders Manchester United.
Torres, who joined Chelsea last week in a British record deal, had two early chances but faded before being substituted after 66 minutes to the delight of the travelling supporters.
“He did a good job,” Chelsea manager Carlo Ancelotti said of his 50 million-pound ($80.54 million) striker. “Liverpool defended very well with three centre backs and we didn’t have the right solution to attack.

“Torres was very enthusiastic, very confident and excited but he’s had a very busy week so it was right to take him off.”

Liverpool defended superbly throughout to record their fourth successive victory and clean sheet under new manager Kenny Dalglis.

i took this article from yahoo!sports. i watched the match earlier this morning and it was awkward that torres wore a blue instead of a red jersey. dissapointed that torres left Liverpool for Chelsea but,Liverpool whatever~ Liverpool won the match! yay! GOOD JOB LIVERPOOL!!!

cooking time!

received ang pow from my boss during chinese new year and i had no idea to do with it. it wasn't much but just descent. haha! so i taught filling up the fridge with food. i was lucky again that day as my boyfriend mom gave me fish they took from her daughter-in-law kampung. so many food my freezer can't handle it. hehe! looking at the mass of food i decided to cook for dinner because everything looks delicious,even they were uncooked. well i admit that i don't excel in the kitchen but just trying to cook fish curry and penne carbonara. i also made mango jelly with nata de coco. yummy!

i can't find chicken hams so i just used ayamas sausages for my carbonara.

parsley,penne and carbonara sauce.

my penne carbonara! ready to eat!

 

 

 

-i poured the penne inside a saucepan that had boiling water in it. added a lil' salt for taste :) the penne is done when it's completely lembut. throw away the water or u can use it for drinking. haha. joking.
-heated a frying pan and fried sausage that i already sliced and added the carbonara sauce. added a lil' water so it doesn't get to pekat. then i poured the penne inside. stir until it's all nice and add some parsley. DONE!

freezer full with fish! fresh ones kan?? yummy!!

its's steamy hot!!!

tomatoes onions and lada.

the curry fish!

my curry fish was simple. sauteed garlics and onions then poured water. then some coconut milk and when it started boiling i put the fish inside. wait for the fish to cook. should put some cinnamon,bunga cengkih and all those stuffs but i forgot. then i added the onion rings tomatoes and big chillies! chillies for that extra kick of spice! and tadaaaa! done!!!

dessert! mango jellies with nata d coco!

i actually made this earlier on the afternoon. i just bought a packet of jelly powder in mango flavour, heated water and poured the powder in an stir and put it in the mould and..and..and..JENG!JENG!!! done! and when it's cool i put nata d coco's in it..but the jelly failed a bit because dia x sejelly yang saya sangka. huh~

that's all for my cooking :) makan dari jauh jak la aaa......

togetherness of yama's children.

its been 12 years that yama is gone leaving behind a mass of children. we came together last friday at tg lipat to celebrate our family day and as a tribute for our beloved yama, Mr Tinggol. supposed to be 80++ members of the family but only 62 of us came because others have to work. numbers didn't matter and it was obvious that the family became bigger! we knew that yama is looking down upon us smiling. without my beloved yama,i would never be in such a wonderful family. rest in peace yama,we love u and u will always be in our hearts.

my cousins,serra and shishi

the big family <3

from left to right, yama's last son with wife,(mr and mrs tumbil), yama's sfirst daughter and husband (mr and mrs sorini-my tapa and ina) and yama's daughter in law(mrs Ginsuab.uncle Ginsuab passed away because of stroke. RIP to him to)

sons,grandsons and great grandsons!

my ina. first daughter of yama <3

udil.first time meeting my cousin :)

the great cucu..me and my brother. dia lagi tinggi dr sia :(

yay! lompat!!

another family member-to-be

haha! kena candid! my aunt and her fiancee~

020211:cock and bull

went to cock and bull on the 2nd feb after watching the lion dance at kk wit rhaman. we didn't took pictures during the lion dance,so no pics available for that event. hehe :) his friend actually asked us to come with him and had bakso but that particular place he invited us is in our places-not-to-go list so we went to bb cafe to survey on their drinks. unfortunately, the place was closing and the bands were just about to finish. so we canceled and decided to go at jesselton point cock and bull. the atmosphere inside was nice,lots of pictures hanging and lights surrounded the bar which was right in the middle. pretty much similar to cock and bull waterfront but this one has lots of space. we ordered a pitcher of screwdriver and some paprika fries. the screwdriver has less vodka and too much ice and the fries doesn't even has a taste of paprika on it. even the waitress doesn't know what a pitcher is. sigh. the place was nice but the staff and service was a disappointment. the band was quite good but macam dorang siok sendiri ni nyanyi.. dehh~~ enough with the reviews,here's some pic we took at cock n bull,jp.

waiting for the drinks and food

the screwdriver.

the monster head of a cock and a bull on the bar..

slluurrppppp~

atukkooiiii~~

adeh.sepa ka ni?

d hotties

fries yang bukan kena order

slurrppppp

tengok apa abg rhaman?

cheers!

oh! they had my fav football team flag!

that's all for now. sepa2 yang mau pg cock and bull jp bagus kamu pg waterfront punya kalo mau plan on ordering cocktails :)