2010. The year full of excitement and thrills and craziness and everything. so much events written,the sad,the bad,the happiness.
@REUNIONS & MEETINGS. one of the biggest thing that came to me this year. re-united back with a old friend of mine. I knew few uncle's from my dad side through facebook. Thanks FB :) I met few people that became good friends with me and also almost part of my family-to-be :)
@GOODBYES. The hardest part of all life time. Let that be known by only you and I.RIP to Mr Robert which had been a good friend and company through-out my life time.
@NEWLY WEDS congratulations to Ms Nancy,Mr Rixford,Ms Sheila,Ms Carlen for their wedding this year. Also to all of my friends back home on their wedding. Don't know when will my turn to come.
@THE NEW PLACE. Transferred to another job in a completely diff environment. Also moved to a coasty rental place but that was okay.
@FELL IN LOVE. Don't get me wrong. i fell in love with Joan Jett and Cherrie Currie :) The things i wear was influenced by these two rocky legends and I lovveee the new look. but dont worry people,im still me :)
@NEW KIDS Hello world to little OJ,Little Michelle,Little Daniel Shafieq and few to come next year. More of my friends and relatives are pregnant now,waiting for them to deliver cute lil' ones next year :)
@BAD GIRL. 2 attempts of stupidity this year and i promise never to make my man worried ever again. I promise to be good and be better next year.
Overall,2010 was a good year for me. Thank You God for letting me live a good life this year. I felt the blessings You gave me and my love ones. Time passed by really fast this year I didn't even realize that this day was the last day of this year. Thank You for each and everyone who inspired me,took care of me and love me through out this year. I love everyone of you!!!
Friday, December 31, 2010
Wednesday, December 22, 2010
loving the punk!
SID VICIOUS-MY WAY
he doesn't sing really well but this performance to me is just awesome! i dont know why it's awesome but i just see this is awesome!!!!! HE is AWESOME!!! I don't really know about sid. i only know he plays in a punk band from brits called SEX PISTOLS, and he died because of overdose drugs and stabbed his girlfriend nancy.well, that's all i know abput him. HAHA! but this is one of a kind awesome punk who isnt tripping like most PUNKS do. im not saying ALL but MOST, if u could tell the difference there. enjoy the video,sid vicious performing MY WAY!!! appllausee!!!applaussseeee!!!!
Sunday, December 19, 2010
where i went during my runaway.
Last Friday i did another stupid runaway project and went to these place after the calming down session :)
Tanjung Aru Beach 1 : the beach was dirtier. there was one restaurant there that was closed. forgot the name :( our stay there wasn't for long. only had guavas, which was totally bad, and sweet pickled mangoes which was satisfying. i was depressed cuz the drink that i was really carving was so bad cuz they mixed sugar syruo together with it and the flavor of the drink was almost nothing. i was carving for "air tebu" actually :) even the stay wasn't so long, i was glad coming to the beach to calm down the storms.
Philipines Night Market : The second destination. I bought a fish that coast me 12.00MYR. i was watching the man slicing up the fishes with REALLY sharp chopper. There was one boy asking if i would like to buy his plastic bag and I said no. But he insisted coz the bag coast only 20cent. before i could ask my man said no. i was pity for the boy. after the fishopping, we went for a late supper also at the same location and had a medium sized fish and prawns and greeny slimy looking "thing" which my man called it "lato". the first time tasting this "lato",when u bite it, u could feel gel like liquid popping from the fruit and into your mouth. It doesnt taste so horrible but it's just not the stuff i would prefer having in my mouth. late supper coast us 26MYR which was coasty for a place like that. I prefer going to Salut maybe next time.
the third destination was somewhere in 1Borneo where i think is not really a good place to ang out. the beverage they serve was AWFUL. for 6.ooMYR is cheap but the quality of drink wasn't really good. flat and tasteless! even the free drinks they served was so nasty! it wasn't chilled, and the orange was like expired. like they pured it earlier in the bar and wait for ladies to come and just serve the drink. it was maybe a bit good if they left it inside the chiller but....so well, overall the place sucks and that will be my first and last hanging out there.
+that's all for the update for today. cheers people :) +
Tanjung Aru Beach 1 : the beach was dirtier. there was one restaurant there that was closed. forgot the name :( our stay there wasn't for long. only had guavas, which was totally bad, and sweet pickled mangoes which was satisfying. i was depressed cuz the drink that i was really carving was so bad cuz they mixed sugar syruo together with it and the flavor of the drink was almost nothing. i was carving for "air tebu" actually :) even the stay wasn't so long, i was glad coming to the beach to calm down the storms.
Philipines Night Market : The second destination. I bought a fish that coast me 12.00MYR. i was watching the man slicing up the fishes with REALLY sharp chopper. There was one boy asking if i would like to buy his plastic bag and I said no. But he insisted coz the bag coast only 20cent. before i could ask my man said no. i was pity for the boy. after the fishopping, we went for a late supper also at the same location and had a medium sized fish and prawns and greeny slimy looking "thing" which my man called it "lato". the first time tasting this "lato",when u bite it, u could feel gel like liquid popping from the fruit and into your mouth. It doesnt taste so horrible but it's just not the stuff i would prefer having in my mouth. late supper coast us 26MYR which was coasty for a place like that. I prefer going to Salut maybe next time.
the third destination was somewhere in 1Borneo where i think is not really a good place to ang out. the beverage they serve was AWFUL. for 6.ooMYR is cheap but the quality of drink wasn't really good. flat and tasteless! even the free drinks they served was so nasty! it wasn't chilled, and the orange was like expired. like they pured it earlier in the bar and wait for ladies to come and just serve the drink. it was maybe a bit good if they left it inside the chiller but....so well, overall the place sucks and that will be my first and last hanging out there.
+that's all for the update for today. cheers people :) +
Sunday, December 12, 2010
another day.
My man and I was having lunch at an affordable chicken rice restaurant last Friday. A little boy about 12-13 came to our table to clear leftovers from the table. Such a young age to work,to earn for a living, to survive for another day. I felt sorry for him, for such a young age he had to work. This wasn't the first time I felt sorry for kids at such age working hard for survival. Few years before, as I was walking to work I heard a snoring sound from underneath the staircase. when i peeped under it I could see 5 little kids hanging tight on together,cuddling each of themselves,sleeping on a box. I could do nothing but to feel sorry for them. When other kids are having a good time during their childhood time, some kids have to work so hard to eat,to survive. I know one kid,he is 15 and works at a restaurant where he could be the 'tukang masak',the butcher,the waiter and the cashier. Now i see him working at KFC here in 1borneo. I silently hoped that he would be someone when he grows up :)
But every kid has their own way to survive. some sells cigarette at the streets, some sell plastic bags, some steal,some beg for money. I even saw one kid taking a cigarette from the ash tray when i was having lunch with my co-worker. I felt sick from that moment, how disgusting I saw him picking up a cigar,a dirty one, i know. but, i hatred the kid for doing so. my man said, u cant trust all of these kids. you don't have to waste your time thinking and worried what would happen to them. Yes i know i cant trust all of them and feeling pity for them. sometimes if a kid comes to me asking me money, i could give not more than a ringgit. but I wouldn't know will they buy food with that or just cigars and bad things? I felt pity, but I felt hatred seeing them waste money just like that. Maybe not all of them are like that, but how many kids really are sincere begging money for food? how many kids pretend that they are dying but still buy drugs and cigar?
But every kid has their own way to survive. some sells cigarette at the streets, some sell plastic bags, some steal,some beg for money. I even saw one kid taking a cigarette from the ash tray when i was having lunch with my co-worker. I felt sick from that moment, how disgusting I saw him picking up a cigar,a dirty one, i know. but, i hatred the kid for doing so. my man said, u cant trust all of these kids. you don't have to waste your time thinking and worried what would happen to them. Yes i know i cant trust all of them and feeling pity for them. sometimes if a kid comes to me asking me money, i could give not more than a ringgit. but I wouldn't know will they buy food with that or just cigars and bad things? I felt pity, but I felt hatred seeing them waste money just like that. Maybe not all of them are like that, but how many kids really are sincere begging money for food? how many kids pretend that they are dying but still buy drugs and cigar?
Thursday, December 9, 2010
Happilly ever after~
I consider myself to believe in fairy tales where every love song has a happily ever after ending. Like in "the little mermaid" Ariel and her prince were totally in two different world. But, even another is a sea creature and another is human being, the story landed to a happy ending. You see, love could change everything. In Ariel case, she is a half human half fish. But for the sake of love for the prince ( I really forgot who the hell was the "prince" name) she turned herself to a human. How about beauty and the beast? where the beast was cursed to be a beast (oh well~) but then again Bella still fell in love with him and their love broke the spell?
What I'm really saying is, when you love a person all things hideous about them are hidden, and that is a good thing, I say. Not only physically. As human beings, we make mistakes. Public may not accept others who are different. The close examples are drug addicts, alcoholics,prostitutes...etc..etc.. What if,these kinds of people changed. Do they deserve to be loved like others? Of course. They are also human beings. They are just like U. Exactly like u! they have feelings,they can get hungry,they need some rest if their tired, JUST LIKE U.
Here's something I could share with you. Someone I know used to be a drug dealer in his bachelor days. He smoked crack and sell them. But, finally he changed after meeting a girl. A girl he loved so much that he tied a knot with the girl. But the marriage didn't last forever. After couple of years being husband and wife, his wife knew that he used to deal with drugs. I could tell that her heart broke BUT he never in his life touched crack after meeting the girl. They had a daughter during their marital life. The wife filed for divorce and even the girl parents didn't like him anymore. They forbid him to see his daughter and his wife to. On my opinion, the man didn't deserve that. He changed, he became a better person and they should be proud because of that woman, his life changed.
I'm not only talking about couples but also families as well. How a bout a girl getting into an accident pregnancy? Yes,she did wrong. But,getting rid of her from the family is a wrong decision. I know,it's a shame to the family especially their parents. But, this girl needs the warmth and comfort from her family. She needs someone she could trust and to lean on.
If u really love someone , you wouldn't want to hurt them. You want them to feel happy and to feel safe. Some fights may occur between couples. cursing and hitting. i've been in that situation and talking was a good solution even sometimes i have to shout.
so the point on this blog post is to love the people we care. tell them everyday that we love them.
until another mind pass me by, i'll definitely share them to you.
take care everyone :)
P/s: I love u rhaman :) i love u mom, i love u dad. i love u lil' brothers. i love u sister. i love u gran~ i love all of u :)
<3
What I'm really saying is, when you love a person all things hideous about them are hidden, and that is a good thing, I say. Not only physically. As human beings, we make mistakes. Public may not accept others who are different. The close examples are drug addicts, alcoholics,prostitutes...etc..etc.. What if,these kinds of people changed. Do they deserve to be loved like others? Of course. They are also human beings. They are just like U. Exactly like u! they have feelings,they can get hungry,they need some rest if their tired, JUST LIKE U.
Here's something I could share with you. Someone I know used to be a drug dealer in his bachelor days. He smoked crack and sell them. But, finally he changed after meeting a girl. A girl he loved so much that he tied a knot with the girl. But the marriage didn't last forever. After couple of years being husband and wife, his wife knew that he used to deal with drugs. I could tell that her heart broke BUT he never in his life touched crack after meeting the girl. They had a daughter during their marital life. The wife filed for divorce and even the girl parents didn't like him anymore. They forbid him to see his daughter and his wife to. On my opinion, the man didn't deserve that. He changed, he became a better person and they should be proud because of that woman, his life changed.
I'm not only talking about couples but also families as well. How a bout a girl getting into an accident pregnancy? Yes,she did wrong. But,getting rid of her from the family is a wrong decision. I know,it's a shame to the family especially their parents. But, this girl needs the warmth and comfort from her family. She needs someone she could trust and to lean on.
If u really love someone , you wouldn't want to hurt them. You want them to feel happy and to feel safe. Some fights may occur between couples. cursing and hitting. i've been in that situation and talking was a good solution even sometimes i have to shout.
so the point on this blog post is to love the people we care. tell them everyday that we love them.
until another mind pass me by, i'll definitely share them to you.
take care everyone :)
P/s: I love u rhaman :) i love u mom, i love u dad. i love u lil' brothers. i love u sister. i love u gran~ i love all of u :)
<3
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
pilot
well...i'm not really sure if my blog is a famous blog that everyone would read. but, if anyone of come across this blog, this will be the page where i'll be posting anything playing around my mind. doesn't matter if it's food, people etc. my posting's will reflect on who I really am. so enjoy reading my posts :)
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