idk.

hey everyone. its 0208 now in malaysia and i cant sleep. im damned frustated and the funny thing is i dont know why. today supposed to be a good day for me but it turns out to be vice versa and i cant explain why. i am so stressed at home rather at work. i feel like dying. for now i just want to go party,go clubbing, have round and round of drinks till i loose my head and puke and get hangovers next morning and im carving for cigarettes right now. dont get me wrong. im not an alcoholic. i havent had a drink or a shot for like 2 months and my last cigarette was 26hours ago.but i just feel stressed. i cant sleep and i had so much "if" in my minds. for the past few days i was really coping with stress and tension but i never say it out loud to anyone and i guess even this post is as lame as it seems because im only talking about how fucking stressed i am. i really want to meet my galfriends,hang out and go out and just meet new friends. seriously my life now is only about house chores,work and home and i haven't had a descent entertaiment or even a me-time for my self except for the time in the shower scrubbing my body with a 112.90MYR body scrub that i scooped from the body shop. well i didn't like take the whole product. my manager asked me to scrub so i took the most expensive body scrub and tried it. besides,why should i rob it? i have money to spend on laa.. ok everyone, im still not sleepy but im moving on to tumblr and facebook. goodbye!

another update :)

hi everyone! on the past few days i was really busy catching up with my sales! and i had thankfully i had a good feedback from my customers and my superior as well as my manager. well, im forcing myself not to celebrate the success early. my sales are a bit here and there but i hope i would improve. update from our promotion. i know that some of u are really crazy on make-up (yeah~ most my followers are GIRLS!!). we are having promotion on Moisture White Shisho range of skin care and the BBcream for this range is dropped to 39.90MYR from 60++MYR! please go grab it from your nearest The Body Shop store! well,unfortunately it's only available in Sabah. we have few more promotions for the moisture white shisho range so please check it out. this range of products are good for those of u who love the sun! it lightens up pigmentation and for those who haven't had that pigment thingy, if u use this product our pigmentation progress will be slower and ur skin will be lightened. but dont get me wrong,it wont change ur skin color from black to white but it lightens up ur complexion! i grabbing the range for my mum cuz since i have oily combination i have to treat it with the seaweed range from now. i'll be receiving my first product allowance tomorrow and im grabbing on seaweed day lotion with spf 15++ and the blue corn 3 in 1 product and maybe some sponges too!
The Body Shop will be helding a make-up competition for their employees. my superior in citymall outlet won the make-up competition last year and was crowned best make-up artist for sabah last year. she got a chance to compete with other artist from all over asia pacific last year at singapore. i felt honored to meet and learn such person on make up and stuff. her experience was really inspirational and i was boosted to join the competition. i went for the smudge chart training today at wisma and our make up trainer compliment me on my work! well except for the eyebrows part! i cant really work on eyebrows. duhh~ the theme for this year make up competition was rockstar and i was like WOWW! i am really influenced with this culture name it bowie,cherrie,joan jett,paramore,ACDC, etc..when connie told us the theme this year hundreds of make up ideas came through me BUT!! i  wasn't eligible to join as i have worked there less than 6 months. i guess it is fair for the seniors to give way to them. there is still next year but the theme wouldn't be the same anymore :( i was quite dissapointed with that. i was thinking of doing the look that dakota had during the scene of cherry bomb concert in japan from the runaways movie plus a little bit of jessie J 'do it like a dude' video. but, i can't join. im REALLY dissapointed. i have to wait till next year then but that's like 12 months more! well the cherrie currie cherry bomb look was planned to be put on the lids of the eyes. it has shimmering white and green lids and a very strong highlights on the eyes. brows are defined in really intense brown and the eyeliners are really jet black with bold flicks on the edge. for the frame of eyes, i planned that jessie J look by having really strong black eye frames and create 3 bold lashes just like cartoons from japan. please check that jessie j video to look at the eye do.i am aiming the look from the 70's because on those days rock culture was a phenomena. i had to go for strong cheeks and like really have that matte cheeks and also strong lips. not shimmering red but dark red. i dont opt for black cuz we dont have a black lipstick in store for sabah. but we do have that dark purple-ish red and i tot that would be nice for the look. so my look will be a 70's look worn on this century! i cant really show the pics because i dont have the pics for now plus my broadband reached its quota and there isn't much space left. so the connection is getting slower! unfortunately i just cant join the competition! feels like crying. aduhhaaiiii~~~
next update. we will be having an earth lovers training tommorrow morning at tg lipat (again tg lipat?). aiyaa..have to wake up early again~ so hello kasut sukan yang lama x pakai! dont expect me to wear slipar with gardening gloves aightt..hhaahhaha..i guess that's it for my update today. wish me luck tomorrow on my way to saving the world ya everyone! haha!

die.

hey hey! im so sorry it's been a week that i haven't updated anything on my blog and i guess this is the time. i will only have about 20 minutes to update whats so and so.. my first week of becoming a product advisor is really tiring. it's like working 7 days a week as i have trainings to attend and i have so much more to learn! i attend another training today which was bath and body and also haircare training. lucky they served mini croissants and nescafe there. and we did a really simple foot regime today and my foot still have that lingering peppermint smell which is soo nice. i got to know what products suits my hair and what not to do on haircare. so far my seniors,supervisor and manager is very2 helping. they are really friendly and they act very professional! it's one thing that i would adopt from them. the working environment is comfortable and communication for teamwork is there. but i don't have the time to revise all that i learned! i have to catch up with my sales and my alertness was still lame! im still behind skin care and there is lot more work to do!! i guess i'll get used to this by the end of the month. overall last week was quite stressful. i have to get use to everything new and there are complications at home as well but lucky the complications are cleared before anything gets any worse.
when i was in labuan, my friend and i once went to hunt for perfume. i was in between to buy either one of these perfume. flower by kenzo and guess. but finally i bought the guess and my friend had the kenzo for herself. by this year i know that this perfume is already lame but i still love the smell of kenzo and i've been dying to get one for myself. but my financial didn't really allow me to buy one. everytime i go out with my man, and walk by a perfume store and came across that kenzo bottle i would say " ee..flower by kenzo.." with a big fat SIGH. i didn't want him to buy it for me because i was planning to buy that perfume for myself. lagipun, im not that kind of girl that treats a man like a bank. he has his own needs and so do i. every month we have to pay the car and rent and even stock up the kitchen with food so we don't have to starve our self and ending up with maggie by the end of the month. lucky for now we didn't went through to all those. our pay was enough for us to save a bit for the whole month,pay the bills,get enough food,enough gas for the car and have fun for a bit. if he has some extra's then he will buy me something or just give the cash to me. same goes to me, if i had extras i'll help him buy his needs. so we are in a balance eco-system. so back to that perfume story,i NEVER ask him to buy that perfume for me because as i said, i was planning to buy the perfume using my own money. so one night, after he picked me up at citymall, i asked if we could stop by mcD  drivethru. i was starving and i need something to eat. the conversation goes like this when we were enjoying the food.
him : i ordered a perfume on january bha. i just got it today.
me : eh..u didn't told me u ordered something. from who u order?? (suspecting something bad.)
him : si om (his friend). he could get good price for perfume bha because he knows someone who bring perfume supplies to sabah.
me : but u didn't tell me pun........kenapa x bagi tau (mau marah sua ni). what perfume u got? Polo??
him : no. KENZO. (shmmilllleeee)
me : eh yaka? (terbulat mata and the munching stops)
him : yaaaa.....
(after about 2 minutes)
me : oooo...patut la u didn't told me. u wanna surprise me pula..(dalam fikiran saya,lambat juga sya pick up ni.lepas couple minutes baru i understand why he didn't tell me)

YAY! and now i have my own kenzo.. well for now i have 6 perfumes and i wont be buying any perfumes for the whole year. only 2 of them were bought by me and the rest kena bagi. i know that i would be using these perfumes for the whole year because if i go kerja, i cannot use these perfumes as these aren't from bodyshop. i don't have to buy bodyshop perfumes as well because i could just use the tester at store. HAHA! ok, i think im going to stop her because im over 20 minutes of updating the blog and checking my facebook. i'm off to do my house chores now! happy reading everyone and have a very blessed,productive week!


love,
*sikecikyangterkangkangmatasebabkepenatan*

this month schedule!

it's been tiring for the first 3 days of march.

1st march : i attended my first training for The Body Shop. held at wisma,thanks for my loving man who sent me there :) i was one of the early birds that came. our training was all about FIT (follow up and integration) training. we learned history of The Body Shop,did ice-breaking and basic products on the store.after training i searched for black flat shoes for work but i ended up regretting having it as it hurts my toes :(

2nd march: first day on duty at city mall. my colleges were a bit late. after coming in store,my supervisor helped me do make-up and we did morning briefing. citymall shop manager is patricilla but i haven't met her yet as she was on leave. my superior was Riny,we had a LOT in common and she even knew few persons i knew. she is very kind,helping,firm and nice.she didn't made me feel that i was the new girl in their outlet. for product advisor team, we have 4 girls including me. Mary from Likas,an Iban girl Patty which was crazy and also angeline. angeline was on leave but she did came by the store. she was thin,lean and nice. i learned a lot about the skin care range here and i had fun on my first day of work! :)

3rd March : attended training again for my off day from miss cecelia. we did skincare and fragrance training. we learned how to identify types of skin and the product range that they should use. also learned how to do a proper skin care regime which was fun. we did a demo during training. i had blemish oily skin and had to use the tea tree range and continued by seaweed range after my blemish gets better. our grooming code is "cabin crew" so we had to make-up and groom like stewardess. tapun2 la kan..pindik2 pun blh juga acting mcm dorang. HAHA! lucky we din need to catwalk! the environment for  me is totally different from my previous jobs. all of my colleges are girls! few of them has guys in their store but my store and my trainee partners are girls. when we go for lunch together during training,i was like "macam reality show ANTM jak habis semua pmpuan" and everything about us was same. we had to learn make-up. well mostly girls stuff and skin care. but we also have men range. 

The Body Shop holds 5 values which are 

AGAINST ANIMAL TESTING: ALL of our products are cruelty free and we use natural base for our products. u wouldn't imagine people using rabbits to test their skin care. IF the products e.g skin care,tested on rabbits is toxic, the rabbit will get itchy and they will scratch their skin until it is bleeding and they will get obviously get sick (since the product is TOXIC) and will die slowly. a fan of white musk? musk is actually taken from a part of a male deer belly. 160 male deer will be killed in order to get 1kg of musk. dare to buy white musk again? our white musk perfume is the most popular fragrance in all TBS outlet. if ur thinking of buying white musk perfume do buy our musk ya :)

SUPPORT COMMUNITY FAIR TRADE : we support community fair trade. all of our shower gels contain honey. we buy honey from africa and in thr mean time we are helping them to develop. when we started fair community trade with them, the people there become to develop. from nothing, they had schools,the woman are taught about family planning,HIV,AIDS etc...because people there doesn't know anything about that. more, their kids could live a healthy life. we are one of the company that helps people there. buying a bottle of shower gel means that u are also helping people who lives in poverty out there. u wouldn't know but actually u ARE helping them :)

ACTIVATE SELF ESTEEM : we believe that everyone is beautiful in their own way. TBS helps their employees to activate their self esteem by creating a work environment where all people of different ages and backgrounds work together and are supported by personal development.

PROTECT OUR PLANET : the products we sell were created, aiming to use ingredients that cause minimum damage to the earth. ALL of our bottles are from recycled plastics. same goes to our paper bag. we used recycled paper for the bag,so don't get confused when we don't have plastic bags in our store.

DEFEND HUMAN RIGHTS : some of u might see our yellow shirt that says "stop sex trafficking of young people and woman" that is one of our campaign that we launched to defend human rights. we have few more previously. this campaign started at 2009 and is still on-going as human trafficking was ranked the second after gun crimes

 So, dear friend, do please support us and the community out there. buying our products doesn't only bring benefits to u but also our community,planet and animals. if u don't have time to check on what's on store, do contact me to ask. if u don't have the time to get the product,i could also ask me to buy for u products for u. FYI, i am based on citymall for now and will be in KKIA after. do promote to ur friends also about our products..thanks for reading everyone. i will be updating my blog for our new products if we have :)